LIFE IS SHORT, PLAY HARDER...:p

2008-10-11T22:22:00.000-07:00

whoa... been some time now.. and it's all due to EOYs...luckily its over...

Anyway, I came up with a new credo..hahaha
i realised that ASKING FOR FORGIVENESS IS EASIER THAN ASKING FOR PERMISSION....-_-.. IRONIC...

It came to my realisation when I tried asking my mom permission to go to a movie.. beg as i might.. i can't.
Recently, I went to a movie without her permission..hahaha... When she finally knew about it, it was over and done with..so.. she just shook her head and ground me... waddeheck.. i enjoyed solitary time..xD i have all the time in the world to sleep and read my books now..hahahahahah..

ok peeps... till here aites? hahaha..

Report..haha..right..

2008-09-14T08:07:00.000-07:00

hey people! been some time.
okok.. since exams are around the corner, and ironically, english is the next paper; I shall use proper, delinquent english...XD
but actually, my main purpose of posting this is to 'report' on my first paper: malay, which took place yesterday from 8.
Day was cool.. then, the panic sets in... I totally screwed paper 1...-_-.. wrote about a cancer patient... how bull was that!?
Oh no, that wasn't enough.. i had to screw paper 2 too. I totally wing it dudes! wow... my mind was like...blank..

comprehension & peribahasa were the worst ones.. my mind was really blank...zippo! zilch! nada!

*truthfully, what scares me most is the lateral transfer... What if I were eligible to that? How am I to carry my face around my family members? I'm just trying to hold back these emotions... but i don't know how much longer I can..

till here then,
~teera~

2008-09-03T22:33:00.000-07:00

hehs, been a long time...
kinda busy..emphasizing 'kind of'....haha
anyways... i just started with homework.... what a bham? you have NO IDEA..!
been reading alot... that's why.. GUESS WHAT???XD I just finished reading Breaking Dawn!!!!! HAHAHHAHA
wish come true much??? yup yup yup! so the happy mann!... yaya.... fist impression...-this woman is a big time geek... SO WHAT IF I AM??? haha i'm one happy geek!

2008-08-22T20:24:00.000-07:00

AT LAST! THE WEEKENDS ARE HERE!(:
I COULD DIE OF TORTURE MANIFEST...:p UHH... SICK THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE WEEK MANN!
but guess what...i got my voice back! whoots!

okok... hm.. nth much happened yesterday. i just lost my voice, thats all...XD but by the end of the day. i got half of it back bebeh! It pays off to shut up mann! whoa... i'm totally crapping.. so i was like commnicating through phone...XD..hehe, a lame excuse for using the phone. MR K. totally allowed me to use it throughout the whole day.. hahahha...
should lose my voice more! hahaha....(:

an average start

2008-08-20T22:49:00.000-07:00

and i thought i was crazy...-_-

it seems that life nowadays lightens up...:P
though i feel extremely ill most of the time...-_-.. a chore..
hm.. i can't wait for the holidays! even one week is worth as much as silver and gold combined to an average teen.. phew...
i don't need to wake up so early in the morning and stare at textbooks...

my health condition is worrying me quite badly... first my knee gave way...LOL! ok fine..not funny.. but isn't it abnormal?? Anyway, now my condition is focused at my throat...

it's true.. i sound like a frog...-.-
ok... but it's more worrying when i start to cough. I can't stop until i choke on it myself...!WTF!

2008-08-17T00:58:00.000-07:00

it's been a while..
got my papers back though... phew, aced it... not a single failure! "i think"....
anyway, life is kind of better. I'm sorry about my previous post.
I was too emotional and cared less.
Please forgive me for my ruthlessness...
hmm... i hope i will get my hands on 'breaking dawn' soon..
apparently, i am addicted to books! hehe...
went to Orchard on Friday with my primary School friends; DEE & FARAH!
YAYS! went to BORDERS and totally got my hands all over stephanie Meyer's book
DARN. i have got to get that book sooner or later!
my sanity depends on it...:O

2008-08-07T22:00:00.001-07:00

darn it. how could i have been fooled by the smiles and folly act?? twice in a row in fact,.. when my intention was good and to help a fren in need... but no... tht 'fren' backstabbed me. tht wasnt enuff... then, i was confronted by another 'fren' of mine... wad is happening these days? has just finally given up to villainy?? humph... that 'fren' of mine may say he forgave me for whatever i did.., but who ever said I forgave hym? no... i have a backbone in which i stand upon. I don't need the words to be hurt enough. Maybe what they say is true. Time healed wounds. But does time heal hearts? especially when you thought they were so close to you... I should have known not to be vulnerable in the hands of people. I shall just keep silent for now.. what's the point of confrontation? I don't need people who are not worth my time. deep in my heart, i noe that i shall NEVER be able to forgive these people. i'm sorry. but i'm human too. you can't expect me to be someone different or unique like an angel ryte?? I'm just so sorry for the people who noe who they are... I'VE GOT MY LIMITS TOO.

YMC Initiation '08!

2008-07-29T03:56:00.000-07:00

YMC Initiation '08

whoa!!! it was a blast mann... woke up like damn early in the morning..then after tht in the end late also..heh... all because SOME PEOPLE.. woke up late...hehe.. so ya... off we go(aisyah, juli and me! <3) the train wasnt that packed ah..okok ah...
FOREVER MINUTES LATER...
ok...fine...exagerating much...-_-... like 30 min later.. reach city hall mrt... then we crossed the streets until we got damned lost... so... being me... i was like... "ahh.. go raffles place mrt la.. nearer!" WRONG MOVE MANN... wasted 45cnts on the ride to raffles place... reach there still get lost...XD waah.. den started calling and smsing for directions... bill confirm blow mann...
anyway....., in the end.. go one big round around the station.. and saw...SINGAPORE RIVER! yes! located at last! ok.. so we were super excited aft dat... haha... and started snapping pics...:P

den the thing took place... damn gerek!!! and omg.. the emcees and facis rocked mann!! nono...correction...rocks!!! hahahaha... and this guy... he is SUCH a grt singer... omg... APOLOGIZE song was then loved by athirah since then...xD haha.. and eezhar was such a grt dancer mann... u go guy!!!;) haha..... YMC is so LOVED mann.... hehe..

To those who didnt make it...OMG! u missed out on the biggest fun of ur life! haha... regretting yet? hehe..

kk, till here,

exam week..

2008-07-28T01:57:00.000-07:00

english was cool..
but maths was totally wicked...! tht was like the easiest anderson paper ive seen mann!
whoa... still havent gotten ovr it..

so dead... file check on thurs... BUT my ws are hell noez wer...-_- gud lck mr ng...heh...
i hope i ace it... ive got to.. must keep up the impression..i HAVE to....

the sudden leap in maturity...

2008-07-25T04:59:00.000-07:00

life as i knew it... have changed...
well, i did not anticipate anything.. but lately.. i have come to think deeper...
all the questions come blaring out.. i suddenly come to see that life is not about friends and school and teachers... but now, i have to make the biggest decision of my life... time spent normally chatting now is spent on reflecting or mugging... is this a change or a phase everyone will go through? or is this just a weird way of changing myself into a better person? i shall not be mortified by others' thoughts... this is just a change you know? and we must always continue to upgrade ourselves.....

once again...

2008-07-24T02:04:00.000-07:00

hmm... it seems that i am haunted by bad luck.. haish... what did i do to set off this alarm?
anyway.. I must look on the brighter side of life..XD haha.. erm.. well.. hm... wadz so bright? oh i know... WEEKENDS ARE COMING!!=) haha.. omg.. i'm freaking lame... ouh ya.. today.. hai xuan had to do chicken dance! muahaha... and evryone videoed her.. hehe.. i didnt ok.. i noe wad ure tinkin... BUT.. i was begging for it.. so eventually, i got it from "stranger".. name cant be mentioned here... hehe.. ya... and sb was threatening to put it on youtube!!
HAHAHAHAAAHAHAH...! big surprise there.. NOT!

hm.. i noe its cruel.. but i trying to get two ppl hu likes each other together... which is killing me... coz neither of them wanna make the move... so..... hehe.. i became messenger...!XD yarh.... and they are hating me for it..hehe... but look it this way.. rather than have nonsensical rumours going around.. isnt it better to be official? well... i dunno.. im not really inteferring.. just trying to open their eyes to reality...XD... i hope im doing the right thing... coz both of them are spilling these things to me... but neither of them noe the other is doing the same... so overall... im the middle situation.. coz im the onli one hu noes...:p lets just see where this ends up in...it's gonna be bumpy...s:

Monday..( the worst day ever..) 21/7/08

2008-07-21T21:45:00.000-07:00

Let me tell you THE most .... dramatic day of my life.

ok... firstly, in the morning, I lost my ankle guard.. so i was limping.. quite badly coz i injured my leg during the damned run. After I found it, it was already 6. So i was like, "OMG, freaking dead mann!" so I had a 10 min shower... like wth!! by the time I was fully dressed, it was 6:25. f.y.i, normal time to go out of house is 6:30... i was like 'forget it.. im oredi dead..."

I was stupid enuff to swing my spects off the table and it went in two.. the screw flew i dunno where... so i had to go on fours and look for it... by the tyme it was fixed, 6:40. DEAD..

THAT WAS NOT THE WORST PART. I lost my wallet. I realised that the minute I stepped out of the house. so I was banging the door and when my maid opened it to let me in, it was 6:45... And isn't it a SURPRISE?(sarcasm here) I couldnt find it...

So there I was buying the standard ticket. Put in my 10 dollars, it spat it out... i tried 20+ times...? or sth liddat... i got so fed up.. i ran to the customer service area and demanded a ticket... the dude was staring at me with this..."OMG maniac!" look... i was like wadeva la... den he gave me a freakin change for the 10 dollars...!!! y can't he juz gimme a standard ticket and i pay him???!

luck wasnt on my side...

the minute I reached school, the rain poured down... so, i got to school soaked wet and ON time... ON...time...

Since my wallet is lost, there goes my locker key.. i spent the whole freakin day tryin to break my own freakin lock... so during science and english.... i was staring into space and acting like i cared wad their tokin abd... waddehell...
ohh.. remem my limping leg? not good enuff.. i fell down during pe.. like omg... now my spine pain...

after tht... wan qi and i were sposed to upload a movie.. well..TOO BAD!!! the com labs are all occupied... if this isnt a curse.. i dunno wad it is....

ouh.. den the confidence class... OMG... hated it..

he was like..."act with love and show affection..." how the hell am i sposed to flirt with a girl i ask you??
i was like so freaked... i tink my face turned white... then i go and stupidly blurt out...

"I DON'T WANT TO FLIRT WITH HER!!" and evry1 laughed and the dude was staring at me with this.."troublemaker" look...

URRGGGHHH!!!
ya... average day of my life...? NOT!!!XD

days after my last post.. WHICH IS FOREVER!!

2008-07-18T23:30:00.000-07:00

Whoa... i have not uploaded my blog forever... omg... well.. im just too lazy arent i?

lets see... i cant remem much boud days b4.. but i remem yesterday! XD
hehe... sorry.. bad memory circuit in my brain.... Anyway... back to yesterday....

YESTERDAY:

Do u believe it? Early in the morning i was freaking out abd napha run...-_-... cant sleep the whole freakin nite.... like waddehell ryte??!
Science was a bore as usual... didnt evn bother to take out my pencil case...kk..guilty here..XP..( i hope no teachers see this coment..!!) I was playing with a rubberband and WAYS TO SHOOT.. muahaha...
ohoh! math was fun.. like for the first time! coz we went to the comm lab... and i had my own private ONLINE lesson...XD hehe... wow... now tht i tink of it... i am a bad pupil...-_-

recess... i went kinda emo... no idea y... i tink coz i was nervous for my run...

k.. erm mtl was fun too... oral for 1/3 students!!XD my turn was up.. actually we were spposed to watch a movie.. but i was enjoying the expressions of the 1/3 ppl aft their test... so freakin cute...:P

english... well.. my paper was found at last!!! hahaha...ehh.. but i dunno wer it is ryte nw.. anw, i was staring into space wen she took out the distinction book thingy... coz..IT WAS IN MY LOCKER...i din wanna open it... too lazy nd din wanna lose points.. so.. just go with the flow la... heh..

cme.. the normal..

the dammned run...
i twisted my leg damn badly in the third round...dammned... den aft dat was like 1/2 walking, 1/2 jogging... darn it! i could have made at least a 15 min timing!!! aaarrggh!
at least i pass la..XD

SATURDAY a.k.a. today..XD

boring... woke up at ten...WTF ryte? haha kk.. den bathe and eat.. den was staring into space till my sis surrendered the comm...muahaha... kk...

datz all for now... i dunno if im writing again..heh...

cool things i wrote!!! check it out...:P

2008-05-27T04:52:00.000-07:00

Power of Friendship....(:

For you, I would sacrifice my heart. Your love. Your smile. Your uniqueness. Your simplicity. I love you so much... sometimes.. it would burn.. I bleed when you talk to "her". You were too bent on telling me the flawlessness of "her"... to realise a tear roll down my face...My heart tore into a million pieces...It gets worse when I think of you..the fact that we would never be together... and just stay friends.

It gets better...:P

2008-05-27T01:45:00.000-07:00

hahahaha
oh my gosh...
i'm totally addicted to runescape...
anyone could tell...
my msn is like..
i'm talking to no one... haha
ok... people whom i say.."rs-ing, in the zone" to,
it means
i'm playing a super addictive game..
please join me...! (:
i'm not being anti social or anything.. i just needed time for the game...

Haish.. So bored today..
I guess it's true that when a person...
no matter how you like or dislike him or her..
is away from you....
you miss them so much...
distance bonds the heart...?
does that make sense..
erm..
i'm referring to my sister going for her camp....
F.Y.I..
haha.. don't think of anything absurd..lol

exams...:

ok.. i totally learnt the wrong thing..
which is like.. darn it..!
haha..
by the end of the day..
everyone was looking at each other's answers...
we didn't care anymore... hahaha
lol..

till here for now...(:

2008-05-25T17:03:00.000-07:00

i'm so frustrated... life isn't the way i hope it'll be... exams have been topsy turvy... not to mention the results..:X (supposedly banned from the computer.. haha.. being me.., that won't stop me... hahahaha...)

kk.. change of subject..(:

I figured yesterday, who dan's identity was...
I mean, it's quite obvious..
The thing is, would she go through all the trouble of making a blog just to trick us...?
hahahaha...
The "prank" is more likely to be thrown at me..
hahaha...

However, there is a 00.01% that he is him...
And the whole thing isn't a prank...
LOLS...
I've got to figure this out somehow....
(:

The latest buzz..

2008-05-24T06:57:00.000-07:00

i have madrasah exams tomorrow..(religious class exam)... and i'm not going to do well... i can tell... i just opened my history book!!! :O ! ok... don't freak.... breathe...

played rs today... guess what..? i attracted a girl with my "male" account...! muahahaha.... i am good in both gender.... hahaha... ok fine... i'm feeling guilty too... but... 000...

Holidays...

2008-05-24T01:10:00.000-07:00

Darn... holiday's around the corner... i'm not really looking forward to a month in the cage...(house)