Thursday, August 7, 2008
darn it. how could i have been fooled by the smiles and folly act?? twice in a row in fact,.. when my intention was good and to help a fren in need... but no... tht 'fren' backstabbed me. tht wasnt enuff... then, i was confronted by another 'fren' of mine... wad is happening these days? has just finally given up to villainy?? humph... that 'fren' of mine may say he forgave me for whatever i did.., but who ever said I forgave hym? no... i have a backbone in which i stand upon. I don't need the words to be hurt enough. Maybe what they say is true. Time healed wounds. But does time heal hearts? especially when you thought they were so close to you... I should have known not to be vulnerable in the hands of people. I shall just keep silent for now.. what's the point of confrontation? I don't need people who are not worth my time. deep in my heart, i noe that i shall NEVER be able to forgive these people. i'm sorry. but i'm human too. you can't expect me to be someone different or unique like an angel ryte?? I'm just so sorry for the people who noe who they are... I'VE GOT MY LIMITS TOO.
Had another bad day at 10:00 PM