Saturday, October 11, 2008
whoa... been some time now.. and it's all due to EOYs...luckily its over...
Anyway, I came up with a new credo..hahaha
i realised that ASKING FOR FORGIVENESS IS EASIER THAN ASKING FOR PERMISSION....-_-.. IRONIC...
It came to my realisation when I tried asking my mom permission to go to a movie.. beg as i might.. i can't.
Recently, I went to a movie without her permission..hahaha... When she finally knew about it, it was over and done with..so.. she just shook her head and ground me... waddeheck.. i enjoyed solitary time..xD i have all the time in the world to sleep and read my books now..hahahahahah..
ok peeps... till here aites? hahaha..
Had another bad day at 10:22 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
hey people! been some time.
okok.. since exams are around the corner, and ironically, english is the next paper; I shall use proper, delinquent english...XD
but actually, my main purpose of posting this is to 'report' on my first paper: malay, which took place yesterday from 8.
Day was cool.. then, the panic sets in... I totally screwed paper 1...-_-.. wrote about a cancer patient... how bull was that!?
Oh no, that wasn't enough.. i had to screw paper 2 too. I totally wing it dudes! wow... my mind was like...blank..
comprehension & peribahasa were the worst ones.. my mind was really blank...zippo! zilch! nada!
*truthfully, what scares me most is the lateral transfer... What if I were eligible to that? How am I to carry my face around my family members? I'm just trying to hold back these emotions... but i don't know how much longer I can..
till here then,
~teera~
Had another bad day at 8:07 AM
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
hehs, been a long time...
kinda busy..emphasizing 'kind of'....haha
anyways... i just started with homework.... what a bham? you have NO IDEA..!
been reading alot... that's why.. GUESS WHAT???XD I just finished reading Breaking Dawn!!!!! HAHAHHAHA
wish come true much??? yup yup yup! so the happy mann!... yaya.... fist impression...-this woman is a big time geek... SO WHAT IF I AM??? haha i'm one happy geek!
Had another bad day at 10:33 PM
Friday, August 22, 2008
AT LAST! THE WEEKENDS ARE HERE!(:
I COULD DIE OF TORTURE MANIFEST...:p UHH... SICK THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE WEEK MANN!
but guess what...i got my voice back! whoots!
okok... hm.. nth much happened yesterday. i just lost my voice, thats all...XD but by the end of the day. i got half of it back bebeh! It pays off to shut up mann! whoa... i'm totally crapping.. so i was like commnicating through phone...XD..hehe, a lame excuse for using the phone. MR K. totally allowed me to use it throughout the whole day.. hahahha...
should lose my voice more! hahaha....(:
Had another bad day at 8:24 PM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
and i thought i was crazy...-_-
it seems that life nowadays lightens up...:P
though i feel extremely ill most of the time...-_-.. a chore..
hm.. i can't wait for the holidays! even one week is worth as much as silver and gold combined to an average teen.. phew...
i don't need to wake up so early in the morning and stare at textbooks...
my health condition is worrying me quite badly... first my knee gave way...LOL! ok fine..not funny.. but isn't it abnormal?? Anyway, now my condition is focused at my throat...
it's true.. i sound like a frog...-.-
ok... but it's more worrying when i start to cough. I can't stop until i choke on it myself...!WTF!
Had another bad day at 10:49 PM
Sunday, August 17, 2008
it's been a while..
got my papers back though... phew, aced it... not a single failure! "i think"....
anyway, life is kind of better. I'm sorry about my previous post.
I was too emotional and cared less.
Please forgive me for my ruthlessness...
hmm... i hope i will get my hands on 'breaking dawn' soon..
apparently, i am addicted to books! hehe...
went to Orchard on Friday with my primary School friends; DEE & FARAH!
YAYS! went to BORDERS and totally got my hands all over stephanie Meyer's book
DARN. i have got to get that book sooner or later!
my sanity depends on it...:O
Had another bad day at 12:58 AM
Thursday, August 7, 2008
darn it. how could i have been fooled by the smiles and folly act?? twice in a row in fact,.. when my intention was good and to help a fren in need... but no... tht 'fren' backstabbed me. tht wasnt enuff... then, i was confronted by another 'fren' of mine... wad is happening these days? has just finally given up to villainy?? humph... that 'fren' of mine may say he forgave me for whatever i did.., but who ever said I forgave hym? no... i have a backbone in which i stand upon. I don't need the words to be hurt enough. Maybe what they say is true. Time healed wounds. But does time heal hearts? especially when you thought they were so close to you... I should have known not to be vulnerable in the hands of people. I shall just keep silent for now.. what's the point of confrontation? I don't need people who are not worth my time. deep in my heart, i noe that i shall NEVER be able to forgive these people. i'm sorry. but i'm human too. you can't expect me to be someone different or unique like an angel ryte?? I'm just so sorry for the people who noe who they are... I'VE GOT MY LIMITS TOO.
Had another bad day at 10:00 PM